9
April
2009

My daddy mommy…2

  My sister gonna get marry in this coming Oct. Fine, she’s is “safe” now. I should say. Now my parent targeting on me….Fuck, my time is come.

  I cant recall how’s this topic started. But I was sweat like hell, when they started this talking point. And my bloody sister adding sugar & salt…make me felt like to get my ass out of my house.

  Of coz, it is funny to tell u here. But I know it gonna be follow me till my wedding day…or they giving up…Fuck.

  My mom said, I should get some gal not staying far fr ipoh…penang gal is ideal (my mom fr penang). But my dad disagreed, he prefer a cantonese…Hokkien is last choice… >,

  God, I cant say anything… I was jz… I was jz like an idiot, sitting there & listern to them discussing my “future”. I wondered how it could happen & why me??? WHY???

  If I’m not mistaken, my parent encouraged me to “get” a white as wife…but now they changed. They likes their grandkid looks pretty & smart…hahaha…and my dad did said this b4, “no problem, we can speak english, or u teach her chinese…”

  But seem things changed. Big changed. Now they “want” chinese gal, whose sharing same culture, using chopstick instead of fork & kinfe. SWEATING…

  Suddenly, I popped out this “what abt get a gal fr same kampung?” My mom looked comfortable with this, but my dad disagreed again. Reason: No good if stay near by, she’ll go back offenly & will not scare of them…She got another “home” to go & complain to her family…GOSH!!!!

  I will say this is no more fun…I gotta facing it alone (I de only one who still single in my family)…especially on my Sister’s wedding day… HELP!

  Daddy Mommy, can I convert to Islam? So I can get one white, one chinese, one Malay, and one Indian???