30
June
2009
I’m not lying if I say I know MJ more earlier that I know Anita Mui, Alan Tan, Leslie Cheong…Those Hong Kong superstars in 80s. And I must say I know MJ when I was 3, while I only know the HK singers in 5 or 6???
I remember is my dad “introduce” MJ’s songs to me. “Thriller”, “Bad”, “Billie Jean”…all the big hits during that time (not to mention now). “Beat it” was my 1st English song I learn in my life. I even learn his dance in front of the TV (FYI, MTV was jz introduced to the world at that time).
Since then, I never stop to catch-up with MJ’s new albums, songs, MTVs, even concert shows ( tapes, of coz.) I’m not a fan, but I did this all.
I will never aware of this if not b’cos of his dead on last week. I watched all the shows that tribute to him…and I was kidda surprised that I’m so familiar with every songs, MTV, concert shows…This never appear in my mind before.
When I watching these all, I recalled how my dad taught me english, I dance in front of the TV, I screamed like MJ did in his MTVs…those funnies moments…
Maybe, ppl are sad when the King of Pop leave… I felt shocked when I get knew abt this too. But I must say MJ really gave us a countless great memories, ppl won’t forgot him jz after him funeral… He’s in ppl’s heart.
Thanks, Michael Jackson. U gave me a great memories & I glad that I was born in 1979 so I able to catch up this all…
Now u gone, but I still have this great memories.
R.I.P., King of Pop.
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9
April
2009
My sister gonna get marry in this coming Oct. Fine, she’s is “safe” now. I should say. Now my parent targeting on me….Fuck, my time is come.
I cant recall how’s this topic started. But I was sweat like hell, when they started this talking point. And my bloody sister adding sugar & salt…make me felt like to get my ass out of my house.
Of coz, it is funny to tell u here. But I know it gonna be follow me till my wedding day…or they giving up…Fuck.
My mom said, I should get some gal not staying far fr ipoh…penang gal is ideal (my mom fr penang). But my dad disagreed, he prefer a cantonese…Hokkien is last choice… >,
God, I cant say anything… I was jz… I was jz like an idiot, sitting there & listern to them discussing my “future”. I wondered how it could happen & why me??? WHY???
If I’m not mistaken, my parent encouraged me to “get” a white as wife…but now they changed. They likes their grandkid looks pretty & smart…hahaha…and my dad did said this b4, “no problem, we can speak english, or u teach her chinese…”
But seem things changed. Big changed. Now they “want” chinese gal, whose sharing same culture, using chopstick instead of fork & kinfe. SWEATING…
Suddenly, I popped out this “what abt get a gal fr same kampung?” My mom looked comfortable with this, but my dad disagreed again. Reason: No good if stay near by, she’ll go back offenly & will not scare of them…She got another “home” to go & complain to her family…GOSH!!!!
I will say this is no more fun…I gotta facing it alone (I de only one who still single in my family)…especially on my Sister’s wedding day… HELP!
Daddy Mommy, can I convert to Islam? So I can get one white, one chinese, one Malay, and one Indian???
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28
March
2009
单身的日子长了，会让人变的懒散；当真的谈起戀愛，甚至会慌了手脚．
剛剛結束一段關係，這讓我有一種未曾有過的感覺===我還未準備好．當然，對方也因同樣的理由而與我＂一拍即分＂．還好，彼此并沒因此而受傷害．．．
戀愛本應該是甜蜜的，但這一次卻多了一份憂心，這是我未曾有過的．．．腦海里不斷浮現問題，總是在擔憂什麼的；卻不知道自己在擔心什麼．戀愛 不是甜蜜，開心的嗎？
的确，单身久了，自由惯了；突然多了一个人。。。那种感觉确是让我有理由忧心起来。好像我得腾出一些時間给对方，我得花些心思或什麼的，都觉得我得负上某程度的责任。。。当然，这都是戀愛時的一些局面，单方面的努力是成不了事的。问题就在这，我还未準備改变我的生活方式。
我不是心未定，只是觉得这好像是一把枷锁，我还不能掌控；也或许是我不想。。。
我当然感到遗憾，感情如此般的结束。我当然也想好好地去维系这感情。但我的未準備不允许我胡来，我不想把事情给搞砸了；更不允许我的未準備，而伤了女孩的心。
太多疑问一直围绕着我。我必须承认，这关系并没有带来太多的甜蜜；毕竟脑海中的疑惑已让我快窒息了。
结束这关系，不是她不适合我；而是我未準備好迎接这戀情。。。
PS: 戀情的结束，却带来了新的关系；这是我与她所高兴能见到的。我珍惜这一切所发生的。
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10
February
2009
2月2号2009年,华人新年初八. 舅舅出车祸,离我们而去了…
事发太突然…如今回想依然心痛.
发生了,无可耐何…还得要接受这残酷的事实.希望舅母,表弟,表妹都能赶快从痛苦中走出来.心慰的是,外婆和外公都能看得开,已没先前那样激动,悲痛…
祈求在极乐世界的舅舅,依然微笑着…安心上路了.
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19
January
2009
有人说,孩子的到来是为了恢复人们对生命的信仰.人到了某一个年龄,三十岁,三十五岁,堪或更早,会逐渐发现日子过得千篇一律.重复的早餐,每月得清的卡债,变化不多的菜色,没有新话题的老朋友,还有血管中冷却的血,不再热衷于照镜子,买唱片,赶一部好电影,为身边的人制造惊喜.这是对生活倦怠,悲观,厌烦的开场.
他们也说,当你被那小傢伙驱使得团团转,同时間也驱走了恍惚怔忡,散了倦怠厌烦.你静观他使尽全身气力,为了翻个身而全身涨红.看他吃奶后微迷着眼睛假寝的满足表情,看他尿裤子时愤怒的哭号,他无时无刻都在感觉和学习,他内在似乎有一种声音在告诉他,要赶快成长,才能充分理解和掌握外面那个世界的一切. 把这样一个鲜明的小生命搂在怀中,人就会自然而然地重新相信生存的价值.
这番话,我不晓得其真实性.但我赞同人到某阶段,无可避免地得面对一些困扰.然而,其时間的长或短,却是我们能够掌控的,让它继续打扰我们,还是停止它,我们是有能力办到的.
既然”公在转”,我们何不来个”自转”呢?
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6
January
2009
Chat with my coli yesterday. we touched one interesting topic (at least, it is interesting to me).
He send his kid to de govt hospital couple days ago. As usual, he gotta waited for few hrs to see de doc (registed on 5 plus in de evening, and see de doc ard 8 plus).
He is a smoker, definately he cant stand long without draw in some smokes. So, he get his ass out of de waiting room. Searching a nice & hidden place to light up a cigarette.
Finally, he got one. near de staircase. He lighted, and charming himself up. After a few puffs, he started to observe hissurroundings. Fuck! it is full of cigerette butts on de floor! Seems it is a good place to “have fun” here. Not long, another 2 guys come & joint de club.
As usual, smokers won’t talk to each other b4 they have a puff. The 2 guys lighted their Salem light. My coli take out his Malboro fresh mint & lighted again.
My coli started de conversation. “waiting long, huh?” he said. one of de guys replied, ” yeah, Govt hospital… as usual.” And they started to chat.
They complain everything abt de hospital, doctors, nurses, even de ministry of health. And my coli mentioned this in sudden. ” why they don prepare a smoking room for us? Ain’t it much more better tt we standing here & smoke?” A guy laughed & said, ” that’s no way! Hospital is a no smoking area…”
And here, my coli suggested tt de govt shld do so, like what de airport did. Have a smoking room for de smokers…
I was kidda impressed by his idea, indeed. He told me what he said to that 2 guys. De Govt is having de “tak nak” campaign nationwide. But everyone of us knows, it is only burning our tax money & not effective.
He said, the govt shld put a smoking room in every hospitals. And de room shld put on those pix abt bad lungs tt coz by smoking… And, they are ppl dies everyday. Why not we take those smokers’ lung & do a “live show” in these smoking room??? Jz put it there & change a new one after a few days.
So, when we step in & wanna have a puff. But u cant stay long & cant even finish a cigarette… u will shout , ” oh~man~” then throw away ya cigarette and walk out of that room.
Kidda cool, right? I’ll buy this idea if Im de minister. This is an alternative way to get ppl stop smoking. Of course, I cant guarantee whether it is work or not. But I cant denied it is a real cool idea!
It might sound funny, but damn… yes, i was laughing my ass out when I heard this fr my coli. Damn, this is funny but he got point.
Some time, we cant jz follow de normal way to do things. Everyone knows tt it is a habit. It is a bad habit! What we can do? We cant stop de smoker… But why don we come fr de back? I don means u go fuck they fr back. I say, since de govt pourded so much ringgits for de campaign. Why don they try some difference ways to counter this?
Stop doing it like a national propaganda. The smokers don give a damn. Pls try to do something tt can lower down de rate, and stop de age getting younger. Pls think, think, think. Or de non-smokers ting, ting, ting…
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22
November
2008
Like it or not, u gotta stop practicing yoga if u’re Muslim!
No, I’m not talking non-sense here. Im serious. Although it’s sound like talking craps, but U gotta take this seriously… STOP if u’re muslim.
Bet ur feeling is abt de same like me, when u heard abt this shit. Muslim cant practice yoga??? Why? Ain’t it’s a good exercise??? No doubt, it is a good exercise. I will tell u to go for it, if u plan for it. It really help, and it’s a good exercise!
But one of de country’s highest Islamic bodies fired today after its chairperson said yoga was forbidden for Muslims because the practice would weaken religious faith.
Well, no doubt yoga is link with Hindu religion. It have roots with this religion, indeed. But, if u banned this activity jz ‘coz of this reason. It seems kidda extreme. Don u think so?
They stated tt yoga had been practised by the Hindu community for thousands of years and incorporated physical movements, religious elements together with chants and worshipping, with the aim of “being one with God”.
And b’cos of this, it is “haram”. Muslim are prohibited practicing yoga.
Yup, I understand & respect your religious beliefs. But What I understand from practicing yoga so far… It’s more on ya own concentration, rather than “with the aim of being one with God”.
Maybe Yoga is a way for some hindus doing for that “aim”. But as I understand of Yoga nowadays, is an exercise & help yaself to stay focusing, or concentrations. Come on, man. Jz check to those Yoga centre, whose will teach their student “being one with God”? All they wants is jz earn more money by opening more classes, and get more ppl to join de class.
Im not criticise any party here. I jz like to share my view with u all. If you really understand what & how’s those centres in town teaching yoga… u’ll understand why I said so.
U c, if I join de centre as a new boy. I join de beginner class. This beginner class have only few “action” to learn, and normally it’s only for few weeks (It’s up to de centre’s schedule. Some might jz 3 weeks). Same thing happen if I wanna join de class for further.
So, if attending such “scheduled” yoga class…. All I will say is, u only got some chances to sweat yaself… Some ppl even cant concentrate themselve by controling they breathing… So, do u think they able to “being one with God”?
Well, I jz like to share my view with you here. Nothing offence or irrespect to any parties or to any religious. B’coz in deep of mine, Yoga still a good exercise.
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21
November
2008
It’s year end, It’s Xmas times. It’s shopping times! U can smell they r sales here & there. Is it really cheap? Only de bosses can tell u de truth, but they r no one willing to do this idiot stuff by telling u how much they still earn even give away disc.
This is normal, and this is time for ppl to shop too. Year end, xmas, plus CNY in next January. It’s gonna be a happy period for shoppers!
What I never count in… Our lovely PLUS also join de fun! Oh yeah, sounds great to all Malaysian when we all heard this God damn good news!!! We never tot tt we r sooo lucky to get some candy fr PLUS. Never. They only rise up tol, but never give such disc. to the user.
Gee, we tot Malaysia Govt really wanna do some thing to show ppl tt de BN really wanna “change”. What a good move, and definitely we all buy it!
But check detail… What’s de fuck for me to drive at mid-nite, & save for 3-4 ringgit??? Is it really help??? I say “Fuck you”!!! I like to start my engine in de early morning, not to hope to get ya candy. I jz hope tt I x bump in de fucking jam, especially in fest season.
I don know what’s in ya mind, agree or not. But this is another funny stuff happened in Malaysia.
U c, they claimed this is to help ppl to lighten their expenses… Cool, I admit this is a sound good explaination. But hey, Check this out. Those big wheels on this north south h/way, r not entittle this bonus. So, do u think this 3-4 ringgits really help???
It not gonna helps lot. But I believe they r some ppl really buy this idea, and start their journey more earlier. Maybe this can lighten de traffic during Balik Kg. period. Nothing to expect beside this….
PLUS claimed tht they r another 10% dics. during fest season, on certain days during Raya period… Ok, sound good.
But, I wonder will it be a massive jam happen??? U know, when they r long holidays… ppl all headed back to h/town, or get their asses out of KL. If they r extra disc given… I dare not imagine how it’s gonna be… We, Malaysian have our attitude. KIA SU!!!
Maybe it’s still early to give such -ve views. I hope tt Im gonna be de wrong one…. God Bless…
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7
November
2008
I wonder why they r nobody out there do some editing shit… edit our lovely MPs actions during parliament meeting. U aint need any sponsorship, u won get it anyway. Jz do de shit & put it on youtube. So, all u need is a PC/laptop, editor software, and of course a youtube account.
u see, my man. U got huge numbers of resources out there. I mean, de MPs action in Parliament. All u gotta do is, jz update & edit it become a documentary.
It’s a damn brilliant idea to get rich. This is a wondeful world, nothing is impossible. Barak Obama become de 1st black US president, We sent angkasawan to de space for teh tarik, our damn cool proton products cars since 80s, and de quality is still sucks.. but still they standing strong in Malaysia car market (yes, Malaysia Market. Make it clear.) Too many examples if u’re want me to show.
So, why cant get rich jz to do this shit up??? Be de pioneer, don jz follow.
U c, this documentary (doc) will not only show in youtube. It will be mass produce, sending to all giant media player in this market. u won believe it. But yes, it gonna happen if u make this shit happen!
Let’s me tell u. Our parliament is aint only a parliament house, it is also a zoo, market… it could be anything on ya request.
Cant get it? ok, look… This doc not only suite de Animal planet, coz we got monkey, babi there. Also, it can play in Discovery channel, coz we got Big fool! beside, Oprah Winfrey will invite u to her show… man, it’s a good opportunity to sell ya doc in this show!!! they r countless viewers outthere!!! Why Oprah Show??? simple, we got “bocor” ma~~
More, this doc can be a school teaching material too. “Shit, man… I think u’re crazy!” Nope, I ok. Let me finish it. We can show de school kids what is de -ve things, that u r not allow to do… this is far more effective that u reading de Pendidikan Moral shit in front of them. They cant understand those nilai-nilai till u show this doc. Save time, more efficient. Match de modern world’s nilai!
And, “aku tak nampak” then de MP Fong Poh Kuan got chased out fr de house… this can goes to “Ripley, believe it or not”. Parliament non-stop leakage, show in “Mythbusters” and also in “Mega Structure”. Asking a disable man to stand up & talk - “Asia Amacing Race” (It is amazing if he could do so).
R u clear now? then wait for what? Do la~~~~ Buy me a teh tarik when u success! God Bless you!!!
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13
October
2008
Do u experienced this before? U keep a letter/email for some times, and u take it out. Read it again.
I did. An email tt I keep in my email box since 2002, September. Read it, and my tear cames out… Not sad, but I feel joy. Feel so touch with this email, although I already know the contain.
I appreciated what this friend wrote to me, when Im was down. Appreciate de big smile in the letter, and definately to da great friendship since then.
Kinda weird, never feel this way b4… never tot this email can light up my day…
I don know y, seems Im kept reflash back my Uni life recently. Fr de music, email, photos, even frends. It seems like a strong wave come toward me, and I am feel glad.
Yes, Im not in good mood recently. I know is my work brings me into this messes. I cant even smile once I step in office. Only feel release when I met my friends on weekend.
I know, this is de fact. The fact that lead me keep reflashing my good, sweet memories… And this is one of de ways to calm myself.
I know it’s not gonna be a comfortable rides. But I will cross it with my speed, for the sake of my pride!
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